Who Have I Fallen In Love With?
What a week of observing who I am, What I have come to realize is, I have fallen in Love with myself. Some where along my journey and mission in life. I’ve always given the best of me to everyone else. Never did I give myself the best of me..
As I continued to do the exercises this week and look myself in the mirror while reading the guy in the glass and saying to myself I Love You. I got to admit when I frist started this exercise it was weird. Looking at myself and saying I Love You. Not only was it weird and uncomfortable I had a hard time saying 3 words to myself.
As I stood there looking at myself this week and becoming aware of myself, looking me in the eye. Everyday for the last several weeks it didn’t hit me, I never looked at myself with love. I looked at myself with disappointment, sadness, hatred at times, other times I never noticed the man in the mirror. Other times I wouldn’t acknowledge the man In the mirror.
I can honestly tell you with pride I have fallen back in love with myself, and I am so thrilled to share this with you. What I have come to understand is this, when love begins to fill your heart, your mind and your soul. You begin to look at the world from a different pair of eyes. It’s like a fog is lifted and you can see for the first time.
Its like going from a dark room and walking into direct sunlight. For the first few minutes your eyes need to adjust to the brightness. Once your eyes adjust you start to see the beauty of nature. The details of the flower and the wings of a bee pollinating that flower. Its like looking at the world for the first time, without prejudice and judgement of anything.
I know that I will never be the same man. I know I am here for a mission far greater than I ever imagined. This love that has filled my heart, is radiating from my being. It is impacting and letting off a vibration that is undeniably affecting my family in so many ways. If you are reading this blog, This powerful love is now impacting you. I love you for taking the time to read my entire experience.